Wednesday, May 12, 2010 @ 12:09 AM
AWAY
im sorry fr not keeping this blog alive as well as my tagboard. my life has gone haywire. worst feeling ever in my whole life.
i just dont know how to phrase it how to say and tell how much i didnt want to even live this life. i feel confused. not w my family not even w my lovelife cos all these aint match w the love i had for my friends. im really breaking down now,w/o even them being thre fr me. Aku sakit hati. Sakit sekali.
Aku tktau ape kesilapan aku da buat sampai aku kene mcm gini. hidup aku tk tenteram. Semue bende aku buat,aku pkr kan kurg. Kadang2 aku jadi gile,buat bende gile,bubal sorg2. Aku tktau sape lagi aku harus pegi dekat utk luarkn isi hati aku. Sume tk paham aku :'(
Yes. mayb i dont know how being in love its like,but i tried my best to understand each and everyone of you, I TRIED. tapi kenape bile kurg tau fel da merane kurg mase penting kan matai kurg? kenape kurg tkde tanye kenape ni sume? itu kurg ckp kurg kesa&syg fel? SIGH.
Yes,i've come to realise i were never a good friend. tk pena paham kurg,tk tau jage kurg. yes im being too plain useless,and i deserve this from you all. Wtv it is,fel nk kurg jage diri kurg selalu. kalau kurg perlu kn apeape,aku mase ade kat sini utk kurg. aku tk kesa bertape sakit kurg luke kan hati aku,berkali-kali pun aku tk kesa..aku tetap akan ade utk kurg sume :')
aku akan tetap syg kurg selalu.
:'(*
sory kalau post nie hancur...
i just dont know how to phrase it how to say and tell how much i didnt want to even live this life. i feel confused. not w my family not even w my lovelife cos all these aint match w the love i had for my friends. im really breaking down now,w/o even them being thre fr me. Aku sakit hati. Sakit sekali.
Aku tktau ape kesilapan aku da buat sampai aku kene mcm gini. hidup aku tk tenteram. Semue bende aku buat,aku pkr kan kurg. Kadang2 aku jadi gile,buat bende gile,bubal sorg2. Aku tktau sape lagi aku harus pegi dekat utk luarkn isi hati aku. Sume tk paham aku :'(
Yes. mayb i dont know how being in love its like,but i tried my best to understand each and everyone of you, I TRIED. tapi kenape bile kurg tau fel da merane kurg mase penting kan matai kurg? kenape kurg tkde tanye kenape ni sume? itu kurg ckp kurg kesa&syg fel? SIGH.
Yes,i've come to realise i were never a good friend. tk pena paham kurg,tk tau jage kurg. yes im being too plain useless,and i deserve this from you all. Wtv it is,fel nk kurg jage diri kurg selalu. kalau kurg perlu kn apeape,aku mase ade kat sini utk kurg. aku tk kesa bertape sakit kurg luke kan hati aku,berkali-kali pun aku tk kesa..aku tetap akan ade utk kurg sume :')
aku akan tetap syg kurg selalu.
:'(*
sory kalau post nie hancur...
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