Thursday, April 8, 2010 @ 12:16 AM
Aku Wanita Biasa

Hello. Im preety much sry fr not updating.Since my internet connection is in a okayokay baby mood,i'll make a simple post. And mayb,pics&vids i wanted to upload,i will do it on th next post,okay? & i will link/relink you people soon too,not now. Ttly not in th mood..sorry.
Well,i've nothing much to say and update about life. It's been th 1st time,i cried more then 3 times per day. 1st time,i feel so miserable. 1st time,i feel so bad till i wanna quit shcl. Funny kan? HAHA. Handling two isnt easy as one.
I ran through our msges. I ran through our memories how you both made me laugh. How you both make me feel happy. I miss the feelings when i attended schl was just to meet&see you both. How much i've appriciate you both,noone knows. Bestsisters,bestfriends could be enemy,stranger, in no time,in no doubts. Just like how we're now. It takes only one shit to make thing this way,and we'll always forget about the beautiful times. It started bcos of me,i know. I tried ignoring,i tried understanding,but yknw IM EXTREMELY SENSATIVE. I tried not to make it obvious,then my feelings made my actions happen naturally. I dont feel like talking,seeing you both anymore. It hurts me,rly. Some friends explain why it happens this way,but hello? i bet you can see th changes i've made,for you. Forget it,i meant to be a shit,treated like a shit in life.
Get thrown,hurted,left, in friendships. IM USED TO IT.
WATCH ME CHANGE FOR REAL NOW. IM GONNA LIVE W/O A HEART,WHICH HAD ALREADY BROKEN INTO PIECES BY THE ONE I HAD LOVE&STILL LOVING.
IM SORRY IF THIS NEW FELLA GONNA SUCKS TO THE CORE.
ERGHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!
i cant type anymore, takecare readers!
:'(
Labels: Friends cn be Enemys.


